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I know that girl is waiting out there for me, and someday im gonna find her. It may take forever but I'm not dying alone. I would hope my life is well and put together before such things arise. I wanna be able to tell my kids the story about how their awkward father met their beautiful mother through impossible odds. And how we came about to create this beautiful life of ours. Someday ill truly be happy.
damnit i dream too much
damnit i dream too much
Moving On to Better things
Im not sure if anyone even bothers lookin here anymore, but im moving on. I want to try and start my career as a graphic artist/ Illustrator and my first step is to make a new profile specifically related to just that. Im gonna start following all the artists I idolize like Menton the 3rd and Sasha. I need to start makin a name for myself somehow and having this page with all my past experiences, although educational for me mostly, is all in the past. I need to start looking to the future.
The only reason why im gonna leave this profile here is because i have a lot of information, artists, and art I want to transfer over. Even though im not
Leaves that fall from a tree and die...
Leaves that fall from a tree and die, always return just as vibrant after given some time to grow up-----
I wish i could be the one to tear away all that pain.
I wish i could be the one to tell you its ok when things are the worst.
I wish i could be the one you come to when life hands you nothing but garbage.
I wish i could be the one you can trust, placing all your faith in me.
I want to capture you in an embrace and tell you its alright.
Hold you tight and keep you safe from the world.
I want to steal you away and make you feel the most perfect of happiness.
I want to be the one to make you burst out in laughter even in your worst m
big brother.
Im tired of being know as the "brother" No matter what happens, no matter who i like, it always ends up where im just a brother to them. Im tired of it. From now on...uhhh if i like someone im gonna...ahhh damn...ima try to act outside of my comfort zone...as akward as it is. Damn im akward. But i shall!! everyone is hookin up all around me...
the fucking truth...
sometimes...i feel like everyone is laughing at me. Not the good kind. i try to brush it off. It becomes even harder when i think its my own friends. As close as some of them seem. I just cant help it. i dont know whats wrong with me. i can take the littlest joke and turn it into something serious. i dont understand. I get so envious at everyone who has loving parents. A mother and a father who loves them and shows them things a mother and father should show to their kids. different life lessons. how to stand up to bullies. that type of stuff. one of my friends is lucky to enough to have TWO loving fathers who are amazing. Not to mention his
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